happy

In true Magnus fashion or Jekyll and Hyde fashion I post one angry blog and follow it with this one.  I feel that it is important to post about the good things going on in my life as well.  It is pretty much two weeks now that my girlfriend and I have been spending everyday together and I am truly happy for the first time in my life in a relationship.  She and I had gone back and forth on getting together for a couple of months before hand and we finally made the plunge and it has been the best decision I ever made.  I feel like a weight off of my heart has been lifted.  I don't feel suspicious of her actions the way I did of Kacy or any other girl I have ever dated.  With her it isn't a game it is nice.  We have the most fun doing nothing and we laugh at the most random stuff so hard that we are bent over in tears.

 

Who would've thought that I would end up like this?  Not me that is for sure, not my exes or my friends for that matter.  She has changed me a lot and I finally empathize with the song "I'm A Believer"

 

Every day I say the same prayer to God in regards to her "Thank you God for giving me her, keep her safe and healthy, and please let me keep her tomorrow too"

 

She is a reader of my blog so she will see this.  I hope I am not coming off too mushy, but I felt inspired after what she said last night to me and this morning

 

Last night's quote "I would honestly never cheat on you in any way because anyone else would be a downgrade"

 

This morning "I had an epiphany, in my longest relationship there was a time where I bought us burritos at a taco shop and took them to his house.  We ate and talked and laughed, and I remember thinking I wish we had more days like this.  With you (XM) every day I feel like I did that day with the burritos."

 

The question I put to you my readers is how could you not fall in love with someone like that.

 

The worst part is I have more fun doing nothing with her than I did going to concerts, Disneyland, vacation etc.  I would rather fight with her (and boy do we fight sometimes) than be happy with anyone else.

 

Yes like a slinky on a set of stairs I am sprung and falling fast.

 

I may have finally met my match.

 

 

 

Take care of each other