I guess I should apologize to my ex Sara. We fight a lot. We say the most hurtful things to each other sometimes, but in the end I realize she probably cares more about my well being than anyone else including myself (outside of family). She has good intentions, and it is my fault that I push her away. I guess I just dont want to hurt her more down the road, so I hurt her a little now like a flu shot. I do care for her, and when she calls me crying I usually drop everything to try and make it stop.
Life has me mixed up. I don't know what path to take. I feel like every day is a new crossroad with some decision I have to make. I have to cut people out of my life, or suffer the same back stabbings over. I have to hurt someone I care about a little bit in order to preserve their heart.
April has been a hard month but I see the light at the end of the tunnel, while there will be a hard day for me in May, there is a lot of good things to look forward to:
My most trusted friend Todd returns home for at least a year. It will be good to just have a guy friend that has my back.
-Wolverine comes out. Hey I'm a nerd looking foward to seeing it
UFC 2009 Unleashed-Going to pwn this game.
?Resident Evil 5? - Maybe this will show up in the mail apparently it had some issues in customs and is supposed to be coming my way again soon.
When its cold in my heart I got the month of may oh wait I think thats when its cold outside, oh well I fixed it for my situation.
If you want to be one of things that make me happy in May 2009 well send me an @reply, follow, Direct message, or email me at Morbiusxmk@gmail.com. Then we can chat and be all friend like and such. I like new friends.
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Take care of eachother
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